My Beloved Jesus how I wish You would drink the fruit of the Vine again already and thereby grant my hearts desires. I am growing old before my time thinking about You and the impact Your dawning day will have upon my restless mind. I wish to think about You and yet I am teased by the thought of You for as of yet I am a mixture of wheat and weeds and I reckon that part of my cross will be characterized by living with this mixture throughout the remainder of my days. Grant to me dearest Lord humility to accept the reality of my fallen human nature and the strength of will to act upon the God-given desire that You have given me for Your kingdom. Amen. (432)